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One of the most frightening things to me is college. As of right now I'm confused about whether i want to go away to college or stay in the city. I'm a mommy's girl so I'm use to being up under her all
the time and going where ever she goes. She spoils me and basically held my hand for everything. The hardest thing is not being able to depend on her for college like the way i am depending on her
now. Part of me wants to go away and experience new things , explore the new environment , and meet new people while the other half wants to stay here because i don't want to be homesick and i'm
not ready to completely be on my own. Growing up and learning to be responsible at a young age makes it more difficult because i'm forced to make my own decisions. In college no one is going to be on my back about going to class, telling me to study for a test, or telling me when my assignments are due , i have to be able to balance out my schedule and learn to manage my time on my own. I'm basically not ready to be an adult.

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  In my government class it seems like its so hard to get the average that I want. I Like Ms.Tomlin as a teacher but i feel like she asks for too much at once. Today in class she told us that we have an essay about "Governor's Race"which is upsetting because i still have a project from her that is due next week Thursday. I feel like its a lot at once and my brain isn't able to keep up and focus all at once. I guess its slightly a good thing that she's gives out assignments this way so that it can help me prepare myself for college.
   One thing I want to work on in this class is how to speak better in my oral presentations and learn how to get less nervous about presenting to big groups of people. By constantly doing these projects every marking period should help me loosen up and do better and hopefully get atleast the 85 that Im reaching for.